::Doa Taubah::

Bagaikan tersentak hati ini..

Bila tika tabir senja mlabuhkan tirainya..

Aku terpana dalam keasyikan dan pesona doa taubah..

Lantas air mata syahdu pun mengalir..

"Wahai Tuhan,

Ku tak layak ke syurga Mu,

Namun tak pula aku sanggup,

ke neraka Mu..

Maka terimalah taubatku,

dan ampunilah sgala dosaku,

sesungguhnya Kaulah pgampun dosa2 besar.."

::oo my happy day::

Remember 'bout my neph? He can walk already, but 2 3 steps only, then he felt. poor aimell..hehehe..last friday, i went to klang to visit him..hohoho..very happy lor.aimell improved a lot. he looks more chubby, very cute!

yesterday, we went to nilai 3.wow, all wedding stuffs there are quite cheaper than in kuantan n other places we surveyed. my sister spent almost 300 to buy this,that,there..eheh!but i spent more time to look after aimell than givin' my opinion on dis weddin' stuffs.after her weddin' on this coming june, it'll b my turn.ohhhh noooo..

When The Story Begin

I still remember how i got involved in this cikgu-cikgi life..

It started on May 08, after my final exam. i went back home and started to worry bout my future life.i never dreamt to be a teacher at 1st,bcoz my real2 plan was to be a science offiicer.i enjoy doing research.hahaha..thus, the story began. my mom suggested "y dont u dropped ur cv at this school.be a substitude teacher.the headmistress is so nice.i know her."

Instead of not having any job yet and to fill up my leisure time, i went to the school,asked for the job.makcik kerani(i still remember her name, makcik fauziah) is the very 'kepoh n kecoh' type (hehehe :p) i spent almost 2 hours to hear her hot gossips.hahaha!!but the headmistress, Pn Busra is so nice.she told me to send my cv immediately.

2 weeks after that, on June 08, there is 1 teacher delivering birth.so the school called me and i got that job.yippie!! be a teacher??!! sk kg kolam is a rural school, located in kuala rompin, phg.it is a small school wif 2 classes for each standard.i started to love teaching area because of these kids.they are naughty but they are nice.i taught standard 1&2.wif lack of experience,sometimes i can't control them.but teachers there are helpful.they always gave me their hand.

i taught 'em bahasa and art.these kids love art so much.when it came to art period, dorg tend to b hyperactive gila.some of them are very good at drawing.they will do their art works dilligently.i wonder y dont they learn bahasa in that manner 2..huh!on the last day,i ordered 'em to write 10 things 'bout me on a piece of paper.i still keep these papers.never wanna 2 throw it.

here are most common comments from they boy:

1. cikgu ni suka marah2. (hahaha, am i??yeahh...maybe i lost my temper sometimes)
2. cikgu ni suka bg gula2. (part ni, kdermawanan ku xdpt dnafikan, hehehe)
3. cikgu ni kdg2 baik (kdg2??)
4. cikgu pandai melukis (i juz draw an ultraman/sailormoon on the blackboard, they said that im good, ter'angkat' btul!)
5. cikgu pandai bercerita.kdg2 cikgu cerita hantu.(hahaha!!gelak jahat!!)

but girls will react differently:

1. cikgu ayu (xtahan!!)
2. cikgu suka pakai make-up (juz compact powder+pink lipstick+blusher which i kebas from my sister.hahaha)
3. cikgu suka pakai kasut tumit tinggi.(part ni pun dorg perhati??)
4. cikgu suka pakai gelang. (another thing yg dorg perhati??)
5. cikgu ni baik. (yg ni btul la kot.. :p)

Reading these comments make me wonder, am i going to be a good n yet to be an effective teacher??but as i entering dpli,i know that this is my way,my future career,my life.i will try to do my best, be istiqamah and make it as ibadah.insyaAllah..with Allah bless.

::Things That I Always Bring Anywhere::

5 things that i always bring along when i go out

i. my purse-include atm cards, business cards, warranty cards, a little amount on $$, ic, driving license, photos (pa,ma,me,he).hihihi..

ii. handphone-my express music hp. in case of any emergency call and sms's from him n my family,my frens bla bla bla..there are a lot of functions that i seldomly use.huhu..

iii. room's key

iv. make up???-only compact powder and lipstick. i prefer nude colour.instant touch up.hehehe..

v.watch-a timepiece that allows me to stick to JIT(just in time).

jog JOG jog JoG jOg..

This evening, i jog at Tasik Kejutzzz wif Kak Huda, Efa n her sister..unfortunately,while i was trying my best to finish my 2nd round, the weather suddenly turned dark and it started raining heavily..huhu.. :-( i'm all wet. Tonite, i feel so dizzy,hopefully, i dont get fever and flu. Got too much works to be done A.S.A.P.

Hurmmm..there are too much things happened to me lately. yet, this rainy day on this 1st of March welcome the super-stressed month. huhuhu..to all DPLI 09 UKM, chaiyokkk..

bittaufiq wan najah!!

::Short Sightedness::

Rite now, i am doing my lesson plan. form 2's subject, 'bout the sense of sight.

I love this topic since it relates with my great passion, neurology :-p.

Nonetheless, i am the 1 who have this sight problem, short-sightedness or in scientific term, we called it as myopia. People with this problem are inable to see distant objects clearly..huhu..(but i have the great vision for my future!). In order to correct this OKU problem (haha), i have to wear glasses with concave lenses. The lenses diverge light rays before they enter the eye to form a sharp image on the retina.

Right now, there are various ways to treat myopia. People who have enough budget will undergo this laser treatment, but for the unaffordable or 'sengkek' 1 like me (hehehe) juz wearing contact lens.